Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I've moved, and i posted on livejournal :)
I'd be nice to you to give you the link, it's okay if you don't wanna relink, i guess you're not worth telling:)
But still,
http://dacherie.livejournal.comAlive and kicking!
5:21 pm
Monday, May 14, 2007
She must be the luckiest person around.
Yes, i'm weak, and i wish i was her.
8:17 pm
Did you know that i'm retarded?
I sent everybody a 'hello' message on friendster.
But i grew tired when i was on my third page of 'friends'
And i sent isabella TWO hello messages, one today the other was weeks ago! LOL!
So people from the first 3 pages of my friends, you're lucky.
So you better darn appreciate it and be sure you reply,
Cos i need more testmonials :)
11:30 am
So what if i'm not doing good in school
So what if i'm being more miserable than happy
So what if i'm tired of being miserable
So what if i'm losing my grades
So what if singapore has like, the worst education system in history (well, spiritually)
So what if i'm stuck here and would have to take stupid examoinations
So what if i'm graded in paper work instead of my strenghts
So what if i
don't speak manadarinSo what if i hate mandarin
So what if i hate chinese
So what if i don't have anyone to trust
So what if there's too many people who betrayed me
So what if people thing of me differently
So what?
I don't care anymore, no one should judge me in stupid paperwork, we're born differently and yes, we all are different. No common alike. And my ambition can wait for my happiness.
10:56 am
Sunday, May 13, 2007
At least blogger had let me post something. Anyway, went for conference yesterday. Went to town with ms ang two days ago. Have i mentioned that newtowners srsly had nowhere to go but cineleisure? Lol, really.
It was a good thing i watched spiderman3 before exam period, no wait, it
was during exam period, lol. And now, the cinema's filled with people and tickets are selling fast.
But anyhow, i'm gonna watch it again on monday with vera and marcus :D Yohan went back to indo D: That's sad news, really. And i meant that.
Two days ago, when i was on my way home from town, some caucasian commented something to me which was really funny and unexpected, he's a nice guy really.
He said : '' one thing i don't understand about singapore is that why are there so many people in the same place."
And i just laughed, and he moved on. Yesterday was scary, i swear, i almost got molested. There was this guy, who kept inching his way to me, when there's many available seats out there, and of course, i got squashed. But it didn't turn out the way i expected, though he looked at me, and i was wearing shades, so i couldn't see his face properly. But i'm fine, really. Just that i learnt not to sit right beside the window.
I haven't been eating right. And no, i don't have eating disorder, just that i hadn't had the time and money, lol. So yeah, rushed all the way to burger king with belle at expo, and i swear, expo seriously could do some renting of scooters or anything that has wheels, cos walking from one end of the expo to the other is seriously insane, really.
Or maybe i'll just bring my own barbie scooter with ribbons on the handles, colourful ones, to expo so that i can scoot my way round. I reckon, everyone would be jealous and people of chc and fcbc would start the new trend cos of me. And scooters would be like the newest in thing. I'm such a genius:)
10:28 am
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
POSTED ON LIVEJOURNAL.
If you can't figure out the link, think twice, i'm not stupid, really.
I'd just be nice to you if you ask me politely:)
4:01 pm
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Blogger is forever totally, completely, eternally
screwed!Maths and home econs exam tomorrow and i'm not moving that arse of mine off this chair.
I'm so hooked up on going online.
I need a motivation.
Thinking of what i'll be doing in my june hols is a great help, ironically.
I so cannot wait to go back indo
<3 indo
Okay, i'm gonna stay here for a lil longer.
I'm going to delete retarded people who really needs to get a life in friendster,
update my journal,
and find new layouts and hotties in myspace.
( i love cailey's layouts )
11:22 am
Monday, May 07, 2007
I don't feel like blogging out anything, i'm feeling blank.
I hate exams, and blogger is screwed.
I still, should have changed to a livejournal.
But it's troublesome, and i want pretty skins.
I can't wait for drivers ed,
Though i can't have my drivers license this year cos i'm only 14.
I want to drive myself to e.x, pondok indah and crown (provided i look old enough to enter).
Maybe hard rock! :)
If i want it to be more thrilling, why don't you come with me for a ride,
and we'll drive all the way from jakarta to puncak.
And then we can feed those little monkeys with bananas:)
Awwwww.
1:33 pm
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I was scared last night,
I had many fearful sightings, unpleasant ones too.
So i asked for the devil to be chased away.
And soon enough, the darkness was gone.
But guess what came along?
Vera's notoriously loud snores.
It won't quieten down, it just got louder.
And sometimes i wonder,
I must be God's personal joke.
It got louder.
And by then i suggested that,
I'm His comedy routine.
I think to Him, human beings are the funniest thing to pick on, no?
LOL.
8:38 am
Saturday, May 05, 2007
me; EH! why don't we eat here? *points to cool jap restaurant*
vicki; harh?! might as well eat sushi tei. Ex leh auntie!
clarissa; walao, expensive lah! Look at the chair (interior design of resto) alrdy know we cannot afford loh!
me; *LOL*
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Secret recipe.
me/vicki/clarissa/kat; *flips through menu*
clarissa; walao, expensive leh!
me; eh what you guys want?
vicki; still looking.
clarissa; HERE GOT GST? GST expensive okay! 2dollar lehhh.
all3; *LOL*
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vicki; can i have orange juice.
waitor; okay. anything else? *looks at me*
me; nah, i'll pass.
kat; can i have ice water?
waitor; erm, we're actually selling distilled water at 50 cents.
katl; erm okay...
waitor; okay.
clarissa; WALAO. 50 cent alot of money okay! want distilled water might as well get from chem lab!
waitor; *stares at her*
me; *controls laughter, but failed, anyway.*
So i guess we should know who's the bargaining and money face queen now, lol. We were at vivo city by the way.
Watched spiderman3 yesterday with kat, vic, johan and marcus wee. It was a pretty good show that brings harry potter down, lol. We missed the aftershow, thanks to johan and his sarcasm.
I'm hungry and i think i need to meditate now.
1:04 pm
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
As many people would have said, i am a much happier person than i ever was. There's no special reason to it, really. It's just that i've changed the way i've looked into things. Usually i used to take small things as a huge task, but now, it's neither the other way round.
The way people bitch about others, or even me, is too common and the things that they say are meant and considered to be genuine. I think it's bullshit on stalking people's opinions and making people to agree whatever you've said in a particular way. I've experienced much of these and i would want to say that i'm relatively unhappy about why these things always happen. I'm not one who creates much of a hassle, so you should know that i don't go around talking shit about anybody, though i used to and i do it at some point of time/keep things to myself/rarely does it.
So you think it's me again, unhappy about people, being moody and i should change to keep up with your ways and so on. Honestly, i'm not demanding for something. Not even attention or respect, well, as much as i want to, but i think it's kinda pointless cos you cannot simply change one's mind. So what's the whole point of even trying. I must say that i'm neither sad nor angry, i'm too used to it that i think the best way to get out of this unpleasant situation is just to laugh it off and chill it.
It's actually a simple misunderstanding. And this leads to people's trust being weakened. I'm not one who has a strong certainty, neither am i one who has strong skills in everything. So the next time you're unhappy in the things that i do, please shoot it out and i promise i'll change. And at the same time, you should be cooperating with me in order to make a person's task less loaded. It's the initiative that counts, am i right? Besides, a simple task in school, and you want me to be in charge of everything, is hard for me to juggle. So i lack leadership skills, fine, i shall improve it. But what's not a team when one backs out and pushes the responsibility to the other?
Just like what i've said, it's simply the same old game, everybody talking in circles. It's best we could just break away. I'm not trying to act happy or having an attempt to break a smile, it's just what i'm feeling right now. The whole situation is not about your misery, my dreams. It's just a feeling that one has to overcome. I'm not trying to hide the dark side, i've just looked into things quiet differently, way differently. It's true i used to vent out my annoyance, anger and exasperation into someone's face, but now, i keep it to myself or better still, overcame it all. The fact that we're trying to clear all these doubts and contradictions, we've also been led to a deep, deep misconception. A misconception so deep, i don't even know where the bottom is.
But what i'm trying to explain here is that we should all make this habit to a stop. Though it's impossible to, at least, please, do me a favour by walking out of the room, keeping everything to yourself before we create another conflict.
I've paid my price, sacrificed my undeserving respect for you, and i'll gladly appreciate it if you could do it the same way. Unhappy? I won't tell you to deal with it, but on the other hand, let me know and i'll try to change things even in the most difficult and intense situation.
All in all, i'm not angry nor sad, no really. I just find it funny why these bitching things happen to most people, that it seems impossible to stop it completely. It's just funny, well, isn't it?
5:02 pm
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I think i'm gonna get a big fat zero for ipw. And i'm the only one left to save it, i just don't get it. Maybe i lack leadership skills, or i don't have a good strategy, or maybe there's some rivalry between members in the group, or perhaps group work isn't our thing.
Whichever it is, i'm pissed. Cos we're all stuck in this mess in the midst of examinations.
Speaking of which, i've been a good girl and i've been studying non stop since last night. I stayed up till 1 am just to absorb geography, which i have not been revising. But i've finished chapter 2 (huge accomplishment), and i'm done with biology.
Studying makes me happy, well its better then stressing on plans on where to go in the afternoon. I can't wait to go to school to get all my doubts on every subject right. I've got extreme fetish on the correction idea, it kills me when i'm left with something i cannot work on.
I've been studying for 6 hours on weekends, and 3 hours on weekdays, i've decided not to attend school, right after the exams:)
That's how contradictory i am.
7:13 pm
