Wednesday, January 31, 2007

The grace of an MC

Check out the time i uploaded this post. Uh hurh, i should be in school doing long division right now but thanks to my flu, fever and cough, i'm in the perfect grace of a perfect MC.
The bad thing- medicines are a pain. Last night i spent the whole 15 minutes of my life just to get over the bitterness. I kept walking to and fro, slapping my forehead hard with my hands. I jumped up and down so that the cough syrup would just go down somehow. I hate syrup, if i were sick i'de prefer taking tablets. It's a less killer. But i asked God to put all the bitterness with some tenderness :D
The doctor is the diaoest guy i've ever met in my whole entire life.

Doc: Hello Caroline, what is the problem?
Me: A slight fever i guess. Cough and flu. Oh and a headache...
Doc: WHOA, why do you come to see me until now????!!!!
Me: *laughs*
Doc: *checks everything furiously*

And there's more.

Doc: Say caroline, what's your height?
Me: I can't recall, my pe teacher keeps our particulars private and i couldn't manage to take a peep on the scale.
Doc: Okay, what was the last measurement you've taken?
Me: 156, so i should be taller than that.
Doc: Okay, then what's your weight?
Me: 120 kilo.
Doc: ???!!!!! HURH??!! And tell me excatly how you managed to hide all the baby fats??!!
Me: HAHAHAHA, LOL, KIDDING!!!
Doc: -.-'''

My maido is one funny woman.

Me: ARGHHHH, BITTER BITTER BITTER!!!!!
Me: *chants and prays in tounges*
Maido: *stares strangely*
Me: what?
Maido: *continues doing dishes*
Me: GRRRR!!
Me: *squat down, slaps hand to forehead, pulls my whole entire head to the back*
Maido: Are you okay?
Me: DO I LOOK LIKE I'M OKAY???!!
Maido: oh okay.
Me: *jumps up and down*
Maido: Man, what chemicals do they have in there??!! *picks up tablets*.

HAHAHA, LOL.

Oh and i've forgotten to mention something yesterday. I managed to fool ms ding chao with the mu qing book that i've been dreading to borrow it from the library. I told her that i didn't managed to borrow it during assembly and she intended to deduct 2 marks from my CA. Afterwhich, when she stepped into the class saying 'okay class, pull out your mu qing book now.' I asked for permission to go to the loo and indeed, i've missed all the 'catching-guilty-students-who-doesn't-have-the-book' scenario.

And now, she could've have probably forgotten about it. HAHHAHAHA.
I'm one cheeky fellow who deserves to be spanked by ____.

Anyways, i read through my tagboards and i've realised this guy whose known as Markusi??!! HAHA, i absolutely do not know such people. But i guess he/she is pretty close to me once i saw the word 'family'. But i just couldn't figure out who he/she is.
Soooooo, you guys could tag my board only if you could type down your real name instead of your nickkies. I do not put people's nicknames to heart, unless i've heard much of it.

Back to bed:D

CHIAAAOZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Fall Baby Fall

My help, when i'm needy.
My father that i've never had.
My sancutuary that i burry my sorrow.
My lover and my soul.
What more could i ask for?

Woke up with a shock today. I was brushing my teeth right in front of the mirror, only to find out that one of my heart diamond stud was gone. Panicked, that's for sure. I went hysterical and kept running in and out of the room, in search, high and low over that bloody small piece of diamond that costs a bomb.
Though i hadn't known the price, it was a gift from momma, which made me more anxious. But alas, i found that shiny lil balls right at the coner of my bed. But the only thing that i misplaced was the back piece. I thought it was gonna be okay cos it could be replaced.
Not long after, my hands just went up to my ear and i found out that the back piece of flaky thing was stuck behind my ear -.-'

Alright, alright. I'm a lil messed up today, so what? And despite the fact that i felt a lil unwell this morning, tuedays are always long days. Jeez, i'm missing those end-at-1.40pm school days. I was about to faint during geography lessons but managed hold on. Melvin kept me entertained:D And the whole class couldn't be bothered at mr roy tan's lessons cos we've discovered something rather odd about him. So yeah, the whole geography lesson at 2/1 was spent asking all our doubts and questions from everybody else about it.

And do ya know that ________ has got a lovebite on his neck?! Uh hurh, i can darely say it is a love bite though i thought it could've been some mosquito bites, but nuh urh.
How did i found out? Well i was talking to him and intended to ask some everyday-questions, but decided not to since i've got everything cleared out.

A lovebite in school is a huge deal. He might not know that we know, but hey, we know.
(AND TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOWS ABOUT IT, DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO TAG ON MY BOARD, EXCLAMING WHO WAS IT. YOU'RE CAUSING ME TROUBLE AND I'LL GIVE YOU TROUBLE)

I'm just swimming my sorrows, but somehow they've learnt how to swim. I've realised that not many people do know me though we might be close. There's just nobody here, who understands me well enough.

Life's just a ride.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Maths test was alright. Mrs Goh scared the hell out of me, saying that the questions was tougher than ever. Sheesh, teachers are liars. I gotta say, mrs goh is no exception from ms ang. Oooooh yeah, i remembered her torturing us with those physics nutshell which i probably think it was some dumb ass. But i gotta get over it, i want to aim for tripscience, well if i can ever make it.
Anyways, went to jurong point with the girls. Had MOS and i'm totally sick of it. I hate their burgers, seriously. I hate burgers, i don't know why. So i had minestrone which definetly could not beat aussie's.
After which, we went to my homely abode and worked out on the gym. I'm so not gonna work out on the trackmill ever again. Hurh, it's crazy i tell ya. I was working out, huffing and puffing all the way, so i took a glance at vicki's workout summary and strange, her machine has got this purple flash light thingo that records her heart beat. So out of curiousity, i played with all the buttons and ended up punching on them furiously, and the next thing i know, i was on custom -2 and the tracks wouldn't stop moving at the speed of like 15++, when my speed was only at 5 initially.
I jolted and panicked. My eyes kept searching for the stop key but failed. I managed to stop it somehow.I swear that was the last time i'm ever gonna go near that heavy gadget ever again. I'll stick to swimming, nonetheless.

I couldn't believe that everyone had remembered my birthday. They kept apologising for the late greetings and the word 'happy belated birthday' just kept coming into my ear from all sorts of people. Pressie's were good. And ,most of all, i couldn't believe that my primary school friend, whom we actually broke contact, wished me a happy belated birthday through instant messages.
Awww, how sweet.

It's just embarassing and sad that i couldn't remember any of theirs.








Tryina discriminate the nerdy nerds:D






CROUCHING TIGER AND THE HIDDEN BACONNNN, HAHHAHAHA.LOL DAMN FUNNY!



Tempting,no?

Seriously, i've got extreme fetish on munching Bread Talk. And not many ordinary school junkies do that. Uh hurh.

Oh and here's the pizza i made last week with kok keong. I'm expert on pizza, i guess i'm born taht way. I've inherited my momma's skilful cooking genes:D



I ate it in less than a period, mind you. I need to practise on my hygeine, since my tummy just went *plonk* and i was crouching throughout recess, scrawling in pain. Damn bloody long nails. Screw it.
But hey, at least it tastes nice:D

Sunday, January 28, 2007

thank You, love.

(before i procrastinate any further)

First and foremost i would like to thank God for blessing me with many surprises and the happy happy birthday celebration i just had with none other than my crazeeeee spiritual fam:D

I'M FOURTEEN TODAY WOULD YOU BELIEVE IT??!!!

Ok back to topic.I was rather flushed yesterday.Oh and furious about vicki and clarissa fighting about some stupid crap again.But that's not the point cos they fooled me for a birthday surprise which i hadn't expected at all.
So clarissa and vicki was at this sleepover with mrs ang. Some genius must have gotten the genius idea of giving me a surprise. Then vicki chatted with me online, saying that clarissa was angry at her and wouldn't stop cursing her for some reason or the other. I was pissed, both of them causing all these trouble again. And at the strike of 11.30, i received a call from mrs ang that vicki wants to go home and she refuses to see anyone but me. I was like ''what the hell??!!'' Wasn't there jojo around to take good care of her. God knows that they planned everything alright, saying that her family wasn't around at home so she got locked outside and hence, she's got nowhere to go but my home.
Not long after, i saw mrs ang's face on the video intercomm, looking pretty sad and pissed. But i saw this familiar figure that went pass by behind her.

Nonetheless, it belonged to none other than marcus wee.

Omg, this must be a really big case cos if at any point of time whereby his presence was around, things can get a lil hard to manage. Without a second thought i dashed into the room, changed out but i'de forgotten to change my pants so yeah, they've all got me in pjs.
I saw vicki, laughing at my doorstep.I shut the door cos my grandma asked what happened and the moment when i opened the door again, a very nicely lited birthday cake was right in front of me.
I couldn't stop saying 'walao'.And eventually i couldn't sleep all night.

Hence, i was late for post encounter but i managed to take the second session of the day. Nothing much though. Belle though i was lying to her cos i told her it was my birthday-.- Okay fine. I was moody in church cos jeremey and kelvan left once they stepped in. But throwing tantrums ain't gonna work. So i stayed on and the guest pastor, Dough lifted up my mood. He's one funny man, and he's really good too.
Anyways, the best past's not yet to come until it was the double dare and the sabotage. Wanting dared me to approach some guy with elizabeth for his number. But thank God it was her who's doing all the talking.
Oh Oh, i dared marcus wee to sing me a birthday song, and yes, he cheated. He wasn't on his singing voice. Johan still owe me one. And thanks to katherine, now everybody knows who i like. She literally pointed furiously at him, telling out that he's the one. One word-porsche. She shall die tmr.
Again, i dared marcus wee to approach the eyecandy and asked his name, without telling anything about me.

What luck! They've all got the same name.A friendly hand shake that after and poof, he came running back.
Sometimes, such wild guesses can be real specific.
They've got me a pretty pretty dress that i really really like:D Awww, how sweet. Thank you guys so much:D This was the best best best celebration i had ever had in 14 years of my life. Believe me, no more emo sad 11,12 or even 13. I'm loving being fourteen, frankly speaking.


I'de always enjoy his pratical jokes and of course, the funny moments.









I hadn't upload all of the pictures because the rivality between me and photobucket is still pretty tesnsed. So yeah, he screwed all of my links-he's to be blamed.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Thanks to the rain, our sentosa trip was totally screwed and ruined.So much for planning a perfect birthday outing.
And thanks to marcus ie for really bringing my mood down.I don't do laughs for pleasure, i only do it for joy.To me, your sarcasm was nothing but spasticity, stupidity and idiosyncrasy.I should have listened to others who've warned me.It was plain stubborness that got me into this.I may not seemed angry and i may laugh it all off but hey, you might never know that i'm actually red in fury inside and the fire might just engulfed you worse than hell.I didn't fight back.Reason being, i don't want to judge others nor do i want to be judged by others.
Let Him do all the judging,it's His job anyway.I'm just a part-time student and a full time daughter.
Nonetheless, i'll be extremely looking forward for tmr.I'm trying hard to put this outing as an odinary one.My treat for you guys, i say i'm gonna put it in a gesture of friendship which YOU hadn't cherished.I don't wanna waste my time on this.
Cell, let's get cranky and party up okay?!
Anyway, we went to watch night at the museum.You must be thinking it must be a pretty lame show because of the title, but you've got it all wrong.THIS is a bloody good show that you guys really have to watch.
I call it a must!Though the story line wasn't that great but it's the comedy that we're talking about here.Some comedy shows makes you laugh, but not this one.It'll make you laugh hysterically.Some movies shows only the good laughing part that just come and go.But this one keeps coming back and never leave.The whole viewers couldn't stop laughing and we nearly chocked due to the lack of oxygen and we couldn't stop smaking each other hard, trying our very best to overcome it.
So much for the info, i shall stop here before i spoil the whole drama.
Played 'splash', wasn't that fun nor exciting cos yohan hadn't joined us.
I'm soooo looking forward for tmr:D

Friday, January 26, 2007

Truth is...

My eyes are all so cocked up swollen.Ewww, thanks to all the tears, though it's worth while.I had let everything else out today, which i've been constipating for days.
Sheez, no more emo stuff for now.Anyway, i skipped guides cos i was a lil unwell today.Though i intended to see the doctor, i ended up sleeping in bed through the whole afternoon and til then, i've realised that i was late for clara and adrew's baptism.Jeez, i lack sleep.
Congrats you guys,Have a happy happy new life
Oh yeah, i've forgotten about nic nick NICKY.HAPPY BELATED(sorry i was a lil too late) BIRTHDAY AND SCREW ZHEN ZHI.(you could be far off better with me....HAHAHAH, KIDDING!)
It was really really tough to keep holding on til i couldn't take it and hence i left the damn stuffed up room and let it all out.Yes, everything.Talked about some stuff with vicki and L(i like to call her that, such a cool name).Apologised to marcus wee about ya ya ya-de ya ya. Well if you're reading this then you should now what i mean:/

You owe me mentos big time dude!!!! I don't normally give stuff for acceptance of apology but since you're my bro so i'll give it up.

See, i'm nice after all:D

I need help with my homework.Damn i hated it when i'de have to really crack my head cos of a stupid inverse and direct propotion question.It really nerves me out and eventually my whole head would split into half like a banana split.And then you guys would have to take care of me...If that ever happens.But seriously, i really need help on that.I'm really slow and i'm always unwilling to ''put my heart and soul''(if that's what mrs goh claims) to it.It sucked, it really does.And in most occasions, i find myself staring at the question feeling blank and the question stares back at me and eventually time is up and we've all got to hand in our work.Eww, i hate propotions.

But on the other hand, i think i'm pretty good at figures.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Getting there-Le meridien Bora bora, Tahiti

I'm not pissed anymore, nuh nurh.And i overcome it before sunset, yes believe it baby.
I totally screwed on my scale and maps.All of my first best inpressions from teachers just went pop, vanished.And now all my teachers doubt that i could score distinctions, except ms chan:D
Among all the teachers i do like her the best.She felt awfully sorry when me and michelle couldn't make it for the tournament for table tennis.
Oh, speaking of table tennis, i just had my first training with michelle today.Was kinda lame at first cos seniors gave us shit, classmates went for street soccer while juniors think that their always the oh-so-clever ones.All the slices of pizza i ate for lunch with raymond,samuel,germaine and michelle at spore poly wasn't enough for me to digest every moves, steps and the basics that samuel and raymond tried to teach me.
Anyway, thanks raymond and samuel for the moves and basics and everything.Oh and so sorry samuel for making you run all over the place just to fetch the balls that i've missed or overshot.Heh, like i've said, i don't play table tennis,i only play badminton which eventually needs lots of powershot.Oh yeah, it wasn't long after brian popped up and threw us all in difficult state of playing TT cos of his practical jokes.Uh hurh.And i kept missing the ball and it's such a coincidence that it hit his pok,everytime.
It's so sad me and michelle wouldn't be able to go for this year's tournament.Why?Because we sacrifised our chance just to go for tuition.Crapshit.It was only one session, and we missed it.But on the other hand, i met nice cool people and sec3s aren't that bad after all.They can be true jokers esp those from 3/2.Yeah, their nice but i'll have to consider those that i've known before.

Well, you get what i said.

So i'll still be going for training twice a week for next year's tournament and i hope we would be able to show RGS how to kick arses.HURH.

DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT MY BIRTHDAY PRESSIE??!!I SOOO CANNOT WAIT!!!

AND AND I NEED AN IPOD VIDEO, YES THIS IS A HUGE BIG HINT.
IF NOT YOU COULD MIGHT AS WELL BUY ME TICKETS TO LE MERIDEN,BORA BORA, TAHITI!!!!

Yes baby, le meridien bora bora, tahiti. :D I want to go!!!!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

What luck, got scolded by mrs goh for leaving out qns,got attitude from bla bla bla and bla bla bla and the other bla bla bla,and chemistry test is tmr.
Yes, a fair warning from my vivacious teacher, i swear it was the last thing that any student could ask for.But hey, she didn't really scolded me cos i scored real well for my maths, and that i'm pretty good at it.So it doesn't hurt that much.
Movie after school.Gridiron gang:DYou guys must watch it, some bloody good show which johan thinks that it's such a sucker.Consider it dude.
I never realised nor predicted that they would tag along.So dennis, shaun, johan, marcus wee, marcus, vera, and yohan were all there. I gotta say, that was the most uncomfortable day of my whole entire life.I swear i'll never put both parties together, no way. One thinks we're a lil too far out, the other thinks that we're way too silent.
I just don't get it.
So if anybody feels offended by me or any of my friends-at any point of time, you do it right in front of my face.I take things seriously, if you hadn't known that.When i do things, i do it seriously, when i joke, i do it seriously.But the problem is no one takes me seriously.They only laugh and play along, when they don't even get the whole point.
And if it was talking about your feelings, i too, take them seriously.So as to what your comment had been voiced out.Til now, i'm still having doubts.If you want to say anything, chew it on me.No point turning behind and shit talk cos you're not gonna get anything but pleasure.If you want straight and direct answers from me, who else would you ask from but me?
The key point here is respect.If you still don't know me well, then you better know this.I'm not the kind of person that's easy to please.So in any other case, you can never, ever get my respect from the easy snap of your fingers.
I'm sorry but you've gotta do it the hard way-You earn it from me.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

It has always been the same.You two together, in disagreement forever. And i don't know why, it's always me and whose stuck in the middle, trying to sort things out. I just don't get it, why all these stupid miscommunication?Can't you just put aside all the negative and blurt out the right thing to say, at the right time and at the right manner? And all i'm waiting for was a chance to let you in. But you blew it out of sight.And is it too much i could ask for?I couldn't keep on track, so i'm sorry.I couldn't do anything else.Life's difficult andtoo short to think about these matters because of the deep misconception.
So like the old wise one said: take a long deep breath,let it go, and everything would be alright.
I'm waiting for another chance to let you in.

{And for you guys out there, reading this post, you better well shut your mouth.Before you start at the wrong foot with me.My problems, i don't need anyone to interfere.Thank you}

Okay, forget it, this matter really dampens my mood.I was so restless and moody during geography class that i skipped all the notes (which i normally don't) and melvin thinks i'm having mood swing. Yes, period's coming, period came -.-
But the good thing being in 2/1 is that you'll always feel hyper in class regardless any matter.I was laughing out loud during geography class because of my crazy wacko friends.

Scenario: ratio of females to males
Mr roy tan: honestly speaking, in singapore, females have a higher ratio than males.It's not always a good thing, cos less females will go with less males.
Raymond: No la, its a good thing what.....GOT MORE VARIETY:D
Whole class: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA!!!
Mr roy tan: But what if the variety don't want you how?
Raymond: ......
Samuel: Nevermind la, GO AUDITION:DD
HAHAHHAHAHAHA, damn cocked up.

Oh, melvin' the best ever:D
Me: Eh, so you can come this sunday anot?
Melvin:i'm still not sure leeh, i havent ask people to go with me.
Me:Must go okay!My birthday is this sunday yknow.
Melvin:Oh.
Me:Eh wait, where's my present?
Melvin: Oh damn. I broke la.
Me: oh okay,nvm lo.
Melvin* takes out wallet, stashes out notes, bangs on my table*
Me:OMG, cash???!!!
Melving: yar....

I couldn't accept that mind you. So i told him to give me my present some other day instead.Friday perhaps:D
Anyways, had tuition after school with the girls +marcuswee+belle.Nothing much, i haven't even touched on chemistry but oh well, i'm gonna have to work it out myself.

Movie tmr:D

Monday, January 22, 2007

If it wasn't for You

I hate HATE hate waking up early in the morning. Jeez, i've never had enough sleep these past few days. Anyways, it was a good thing that the upcoming maths test was not today, it's next week so i've got a lot of revision and exercises to do!Oh i'm predicting that chemistry test's tomorrow.I should get it going but i couldn't put myself to it.
And as each time i see those same pile of books, which awaits me, my whole body would just ache but i kept trying to protest myself to continue further before the sleeping bug gets me.
English composition was somewhat rather alright.I've got all the 'inspirations' from up there.Uh hurh.So my story ended up a twist.The main character in my essay died.Awww, mrs goh is so gonna kill me.But hey, i don't think the ''cheating in class that got you in trouble is gonna give you outstanding marks.So why not trying something different?I heard from those people who wrote the same question as me, and they all had the same story line.Cheating is an offence blablabla.Mine was somewhat rather different.
There's no doubt that i'm having this one a narrative.I suck at other components and i know i should work hard on them, but oh well, i'm pretty good at narrative so i guess it would be fine.
Well, for the time being.
Afterwhich went to queensway to have tuition with yohan and vera.Productive...NOT.I swear i didn't do much there.Except the fact that i was busy text messaging everyone with a little ''hello'' message.
My card's expiring soon and so i have to finish all of my credits before i regret.

I WANT AN IPOD VIDEO FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
Oh yes, mommy,i really really do.I don't even give a damn on the size, i just think it's cool cos it has a lot of functions and other available accessories.

Yes, this is the big hint!!!
But i'm thinking the big hint is much that you could afford,no?

Sunday, January 21, 2007

I wanted to fly and You gave me your wings.

Hello all!!!Before i begin my post (or even forget), i would like to wish these people a very happy happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOHAN!!!
You're a big boy now hur?All 18 and grown up!Wait, you can get you're drivers license at indo you ass!!!!!Wagh, i'm so jealous.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!!!
WOHHOOOOOO.Daddy's little girl is all grown up.Saturday party okay?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTING!!!

Service today, was kinda pissed off with everyone, i don't know why.It should be those challenging math problems that i did today and the day before.Or perhaps i just dislike being the one that's pushed at the corner,Yeah, that's how i felt at church.Whatever, today was unintersting, let's go back to yesterday:D
Had tuition in the morning, i got to sit at mr Mak's table.I saw mdm long(the mushroom cap teacher,lol)too.Tuition was productive and i got startled when i saw mr mak coming in.
Me:*does work quitely*
Me:*saw a shadow and a figure walking pass by, that seemed pretty familiar*
Mr mak: Eh hello:D
Me:OMG!!!!MR MAK.SO SO SO SO SORRRYYYY OMG OMGOMG.
I SO DID NOT INTURDE HIS PRIVACY!!!Damn you.But seriously, i've got a glance on 3/3's particulars though.But hey, it was only a glance.
So here goes, vera and i actually planned on giving a surprise for cindy, but it wasn't long after we learnt that she couldn't make it:/Band stuff that she's gotta attend.So you thought our day was ruined just like that??!!Nuh-urh.We went to town with yohan and marcus:DDIt was a good laugh hanging out with them.We toured around heeren just to find cindy's present and we finally gotten her a stuffed toy.Went shopping that after and went cine to have dinner:D
Marcus is one funny guy that you can't miss all the laughters, believe me.We really do make a symphony.
Vera:*looks at marcus*
Marcus:*startes back politely*
Me:*looks at the both of them*
Me and Vera:*giggles*
Marcus:*laughs*
Yohan:*looks up* what happened?
Me and Vera:*laughs harder*
Marcus:*laughs even harder*
Me and vera:*laughs hysterically*
Marcus:*laughs along hysterically*
Yohan:what the hell??!! Eh, pls la, calm downl. Ehh...tsk, sigh*put hands on forehead*
Me vera and marcus:*MAX*
Just like i've said, if it wasn't martin, then it would be marcus, who makes himself the life of the party.And yohan would always be the one trying to calm us down.Haha.It's sad that marcus too, will be joining martin in SF.But that's not any sooner, nor is it the point.So it's still too early to worry and think.
And and and, we're all on a date with yohan's parents and sis(yossie) at sentosa on my birthday:DWohoooo, i'm excited and so am loooking forward:D
And here are the random pics taken yesterday.






Your number 1 boyfriend, no?




The confession of a broken heart:

However....


I love these guys for real.My kahkis are twice better than yours, uh hurh.LOL.
If that's the problem then get over it.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Contented

My knees hurt like some bloody shit.I think it's the pumping on the hard concretes that are to be blamed.Anyways, today was a long day, despite that the fact lessons ended early.I went for dance, WOULD YOU BELIEVE IT?Haha, but it's only a tryout and yes, you wouldn't be expecting me dancing around the whole room like a lost fairy.
I'm sticking to guides and table tenis by all means:DGuides today was tough.Played games and then foot drill after that.The sec4s gave us shit and i can't wait for them to be gone.Anyways, put them all aside.
Today was somewhat unintersting, nothing much really.But i believe tomorrow will be an exciting day cos it's _____________.
Surprise Surprise.LOL.I better get going now, i gotta go rush through all my homework on revision since i'm gonna spend half the day tmr on tuition and the next going out to town with vera,harvest and marcus ie.
Peace out y'all.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

All you wanted

Lessons was good.Though i was a lil restless and moody in class:/I felt a lil distressed somehow.Tests are coming up like pretty soon and i don't feel a least bit ready or accomplished with my revision.My class is like having an english test,history test,chemistry test,chinese test and maths tests next week.I don't even know where to start revising.I need a tuition teacher who could explain and teach me effective methods that are far more emplicit than my school teachers.I shall pray for one:D
But after all, i'll just head back to mrs ang for guidance.Melvin thinks i'm weird cos i always ask her chemistry questions instead of our own chem teacher which is ms liang.
I guess it's the confidence, no?Or perhaps you understand more from her?I don't know, but i'm gonna have tuition with her anyway.Oh yeah, Melvin said that he's gonna invite a couple of his friends to church this sunday and hopefully, we've got a few more guys to add in to the family:D
Must pray for us okay??!!
I wonder what i should buy for Yohan and Cindy since their birthdays fall on the same date.Oh, and nicky too.Which is four days before mine.Omg, january is the month where i go broke cos most of my friends always demand for stuff.Whatever.
IT was alright i guess, i swear i prayed throughout the whole lesson, asking that i'm gonna hold onto it and never be moody on IT course ever again, turns out that it really does work.

That question mark makes a huge deal to all of us.
But most importantly, it really did strike me.
It could be anyone but i'm predicting that you're still having doubts.
It's either a yes or no answer.
Move on, get it going, or stay and be the victim.
But you took your time, and time held its breath.
And now i can see, that all i am trying was just to let you in.
I'm always loosing, i don't know why.
As days pass by, i try not to believe all the things that i believed in.
I just wanna get it over with.
But soon after, i finally realised.
That all you wanted was just somebody who cares.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

It's over, you had your chance.

I'm a total sucker when it comes to IT.Dude, i'm not the technical person and yes, you could call me an IT idiot as i don't strain my eyes completely on the monitor and eventually got dumber.Reason why i got specs was because i watch cheesy cool movies, alot.

So yeah, directing could be fun, i go ''ga-ga'' over movies, but computers and heavy gadgets are just not my thing.So indeed you could suspect me from being scolded by teachers and that i would probably received tons of complains from frustrated friends, wishing that they could just bang me off my head so that i could absorb everthing that they've thought.
Indeed yes, i've been there, done it all.I swear i almost cried on the lab.Jeez, i would rather be doing those writing stuff than typing off furiously on the keyboard, straining and squinting my eyes right in front of the monitor.Mr simon don't even gave a damn to my questions and my uncertainess of fireworks and blablabla, which i practically though it was nothing but shit.
But on the other hand, ms wong had offered all of us some biology enrichment programme which i was pretty engrosed about.I was thinking of signing up for more of those extra programmes.She said it is gonna be time consuming but i wouldn't mind sacrifising my saturdays or even sundays for these things cos i think it's worth going and i'm more on the scientific person than a technical person.
I'm all messed up with chinese characters and my japanese characters.It's so confusing.
Hey, picking up a new language is not easy.But i'm always enthusiastic to learn something new.
And hopefully, i could strum some strings at the end of secondary school, well hopefully.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

This feeling's taking control of me.

Today was unproductive.Did nothing much.Uninteresting,bored,emo-yeah.

It's 16 january today, which means that my birthday's less than 2 week!I don't know how or when or where i'm gonna celebrate it. I guess i'm less organized this year, or probably i'm not in the mood. I used to recall those special days whereby i couldn't sleep at night cos the next day's gonna be my birthday. Vera and i would go all excited and couldn't stop beaming at night.
But that was 2 years ago.I don't feel like i'm turning fourteen on the next sunday after this, i just don't.Mom had always been asking me what was the plan and i was too ashamed to even reply her that i hadn't thought of anything yet.

She knows that something is wrong cos i always plan my birthdays on december.And ever since those wild parties, she'll stop buying me cakes and inviting all those spastic clowns to my home for a kiddy celebration as i already know how to work on the activities myself.She called me yesterday, asking the same question, and so i lied to her that i'm hanging out with a whole bunch of friends and she's so happy to hear about it.Sometimes, lie's gonna save you.She even gave me a budget of USD150-USD200 (count the currency rate yourself, she gave me green notes instead of SGD) for lunch and dinner.I was so touched that i had to say to her that i couldn't accept her offer, but she kept enticing me and insisting about it.My uncle even remembered my birthday and he never fails to mail me a big ''ang pow'' full of AUD.
But somehow, the feeling's just not there.The people that i'm most comfortable with are all gone.Everyday's always a celebration to all of us, but ever since we're parted, absence makes the heart grow fonder(lol).

Vera and yohan aren't doing so well, harvest is completely obssesed with games, nicky's schedule are all packed from mondays to sundays, martin's off enjoying his life at SF, marcus's struggling with his school work since it's a streaming year, michelle and stephen are all at indo, and the only person i could head to was cindy >:/

I remembered last year where martin and marcus never fail to make me laugh everytime, and yohan would always attempt to calm us down.But those are just memories, and it means nothing now.I should be looking forward to meet new people and step out of my comfort zone.
Thrash all these shit. This year was supposed to be a year of victory but i don't feel victorious after all.Screw the budget, might as well donate it to needy.And all the planning and stuff, i might was well use that time for studying.

Bye bye best fucking mates, bye bye being-kiddish-13-year-olds, bye bye birthdays parties, bye bye girls-night-out....
Hello 14

Monday, January 15, 2007

I live for you.

HELLO SPECIES.Today's gonna be a long post. Uh hurh. And if you aren't interested then oh well, you're gonna miss out the fun and excitment i had. You could always click on the [X] at the top right hand corner if at any point of time you feel uninterested, i don't mind, count yourself a big no-no if you were to do that.
If you'de like to read on, then stay. Squint your eyes to the monitor if you had to:D

So today was somewhat intersting, full of surprises, humiliation and the unpredictable.Lessons were fun, and i completely humiliated myself in front of the whole class because of mrs goh.See,i had forgotten to bring my green pen along so i used my japan marker which had the tip of a pen but smudges like a marker.

Melvin: Eh, marker can meh?Only green pen la!
Caroline: Can la, it's almost the same as pen.
Melvin: Then if black pen might as well use this! *picks up a thick zebra marker*
Mrs Goh:*looks up* wagh, why is caroline smiling all the way while doing work?melvin must be that charming.
Melvin: Huh?Where got? No la!
Melvin:*whispers* urgh, fuck fucker.
Caroline:HAHA,*laughs even harder*
Mrs goh: Nah, see?
Whole class: WORRRR.
Caroline:*laughs into fist of laughters*
I just couldn't stop laughing, the guys in my class are just too funny to laugh at. Anyways, went to queensway macs with vera to have lunch and tuition.I met my senior, thought it was a nobody but turns out that it was Justin and Zi yuan and hazel that gang.And since *____ broke up with ____, *_____ was left hearbroken and now her status is on a look out for guys. And so as she tried to constipate her tears, her heart was shattered into pieces and soon after she got her heart, mind and eyes set on....none other than justin.

-.-''
Shite.

So here's the scenario;
Caroline: *munching hungrily on fries*
*Hazel walks pass*
Hazel:*waves hi to me*
Caroline: *waves back*
*Justin walks pass*
Justin: *smiles to me*
Caroline: Oh hello.
*seniors walks off*
Vera: omg, is that justin?!
Caroline: yah, why?
Vera: WHY HE NEVER SMILE AT ME????!!!!
Caroline:Hahahahahahahaha, despo!
Vera: Eh, he could have at least smiled at me right!!!
Caroline: Ohhh, you like him right??!!
Vera:* blushes and continues doing her work*
Okay, so we got the story right and now we know who likes who and who doesn't like who so yeah.

MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING SOON!! BELIEVE IT BABY!!!Oh, i want this pretty pretty dress for my birthdy but i doubt that anyone will give it to me for my birthday.



I especially like the middle one. Yeah, that red one *points enthusiastically*. Its from red label by the way. Is eriosuly have extreme fetish on dresses. Dresses are love.



Buy for me that and i swear i'll love you.

And sometimes i wonder if my friends really know me well. It seemed other people seemed to know me better than those that i used to spend time with.I just don't get it. And i've got this message to step out of my comfort zone and try to socialize with other people but the only thing that i had in return was sheer coldness.
I'm not sure about foreigners like me, but singaporeans don't socialize that well, unless you've met a compassionate person.Whenever i ask somebody how's things going, they kept giving me this confused expression and they must have thought that i'm some weirdo or i probably do not belong here. See, there's the misconception.All i want is to reach out, but whenever i try to speak out, i felt that no one could even hear me.
If you guys wanna know more about me, add me and approach me then:D I'de me delighted to know more about other people with different skin.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

There's nothing i could repay You

My body just wouldn't budge at 7am.After all the community service and my hectic schedule, i had enough of all these random stuff that i've got to attend and all i need was some rest.So i enticed myself to get up for a shower but the little battery life is just off.And for the rest of the morning, i kept pushing the snooze button on my cellphone and eventually,it stopped.I slept on after that and nevertheless, i was late for tuition.
I procrastinated if i should continue sleeping or get moving til 8am, yes one whole hour, and finally i got up since i've remembered the consequences of missing out tuition.
Tuition was nothing much.Since math wasn't the really big deal.I gotta say mrs ang's method of teaching was rather more empicit than mrs goh's.I don't know why, i just felt that way.Chemistry's doubt was killed, maths was still a killer.
Post encounter was great,learnt about music and computer games and blabla.Service that after.Johan, marcus wee, clara and katherine was in charge of the choir today. And the moment i stepped in the hall, i saw johan'a face and i couldn't stop myself from laughing.I swear, he looked like turtle ninja.
And so the cartoon characters are called ninja turtle whereas, JOHAN CHIA=ninja turtle.LOL.
Left church early because vera and i were on a study date today at 4. But when i stepped in to the mrt train, she texted message me that she couldn't make it on time. Fuuck, she could have at least texted me earlier so that i won't have to leave church early. Gah, screw her.
And so by killing boredom and time, i texted message everyone who went for choir that they were doing great.Their replies were soo funny, i couldn't help but beam.Especially johan, who never fails to make me go LOL everytime.

And now, i miss my eyecandy D:

Kay, i gotta go cindy's house for ''tuition''. Jeez, tuition tuition and more tuition. Alright already!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

For You i do proud

I thought today was gonna be a long day, but it turned out to be quite enjoyable cause probably He was there with me all the time. The girls didn't turn up, as expected, so i tagged with the 2/4 peeps and michelle :D
Camp christine was a mess, the last user was probably clementi town sec sch students cos min htet just went back from camp.
Cleaning the place wasn't that bad after all. Well except for cleaning up the fugly disgusting fesses. I swear i saw peggy jumped up and down and ran everywhere and practically gone hysterical when she was chased after a cockroach. LOL.Anyways, the whole day was exciting, which was totally unexpected.
I got to know many things today, like my fellow mates.I can memorise their name and i'll make you bleed if you don't believe. Uh hurh, i meant what i say, and i always keep my words.
I hope i do Him proud, oh yes i did. There's no doubt. Sec3s are fun to get a long, as well as the others.After this trip i finally got to know them better.
"And when you volunteer yourself to the community or sacrifice anything for him, he'll reward you far beyond your expectations"
And sooooo, i received 8 hours of CIP and a badge for communtity service.Muahahhahaha, i'm so happy:D
I finally got a bloody badge and if you think it's only a badge then i'll make you bleed even harder. Hurh, i've been pawning guides since last year and i've never felt this accomplished before.
I can't wait tmr, cos it's gonna be tuition day.Gosh my schedule is so packed for the rest of the week. I better work harder.

Friday, January 12, 2007

I'm sorry,i really am

Of all the things that i believed in,
I just wanna get it over with.
And it hurts wanting everything and nothing at the same time.
But after all theses little distractions and fear,
A weakened voice yet stands with a strong feeling whispered to me.
At first i thought and felt of nothing,
But turns out that it represents a strong feeling.
Perhaps a message.
Thank you for everything and You must have known that i had never felt this thankful and blessed before.
The love for me is never ending.
What more can i ask for?
Even in the most difficult times,
I find joy whenever You are here.
You always manage to pull me through and make me break a smile even when i'm sad.
I'm sorry for all the bad things that i've done,
For ignoring what's right and what's wrong.
But now i realised that small factors can cause big.
I won't let You down,
And i'll continue to do what You've told me to.
Cause my plans had already been set up by You.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

The pursuit of happiness

Alright, i gotta say, i hate guides for ever.Yeah, for ruining all my plans and tuition and other stuff.Fuck the community service crap.I dislike the the leaders too, and i can't wait for the sec3s to be promoted and then the sec4's to be gone.Yeah, i want that to happen with just a snap of my fingers.Lessons were alright.Mrs goh threw us a piece of math homework that made us go cranky.Uh hurh.It was tough, and i heard that our class are going much faster than the others so i guess that should be good news.English lessons are always the best,history sucked even more than ding chao's lessons.I swear i'de almost fell asleep during class.I don't want to go to school tmr, because of guides.Just to think of it made me feel sick.Uh-oh the girls knew my dirty lil secret that i like ___.Haha,whatever, it's not true anyway.And oh,me and vera took lots and lots of pics last night after much stressing on math.


I'm a nerd,no?












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